Like most people in this world, I am terrified of failure. I fear failing the God I follow, the people I love and within the positions I fill.
"O God, early in the morning I cry to You. Help me to pray and gather my thoughts to You, I cannot do it alone."
I wish I could say it’s because I’m so dedicated to fitness. But really, it was an act of desperation.
I wrestle with feeling like a giant failure. Like I've fallen short and have not been a "good enough" friend, wife and Christian.
However it shows up, the way it lies to me is always the same. Yet it's so easy to believe its lies. Even when they've been disproven time and time again.